There are days when I wake up and the sun is absolutely brilliant and I have no pain, there is no struggle to get out of bed, and the day ahead looks bright and full of life. These days I am now stopping and praising the LORD for more specifically. I am not sure why the LORD has allowed the trials to come into my life, but I do know that I am going to try and use these trials to mold me each and every day.
Yesterday, I was almost headache free....so I thought since my mom is still in the hospital with some sort of Gastro issue (the doctors are still working on), I would try to catch up on the dishes and I also had the nieces throughout the day. I ended up watching a total of 6 of them throughout, not all at once...and my dad was a huge help. I know he is struggling with this all as well. I had to stop and take a CAT nap with Shyanna when I put her to sleep, but that was ok with me. When I hit bed last night I was totally exhausted, I should have known.....
This morning, when I got up I have a headache and my blood pressure is all out of whack....I almost took a nose dive getting out of bed. I am guessing that it is the decrease in medications and my body being totally exhausted. Anyway, I am sitting in the chair, sucking down some water for now....hopefully this will bring up the BP.
I am also hopeful that my mom will come home today. I just have to remember that the LORD has a plan and a purpose for everything that has and will happen in my life.
Psalm 71:3--"For thou art my hope, O Lord God: thou art my trust from my youth."
Isaiah 26:3-4--"Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee: because he trusteth in thee. Trust ye in the Lord for ever: for in the LORD JEHOVAH is everlasting strength."
I just need to continue to place my trust in the everlasting Jehovah GOD who will be my strength in and through it all.
Aww, praying for you!!
ReplyDeletepraying for you hannah! love you! hope your mama gets better soon too....
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